Poetry Sessions #4 – “cosi2”

People just hurt. So I’m going to ice over and just go back to the fantasy world. There people are nice, they love me, and most importantly they never leave. In that world, I can fly, and everyone applauds as I take flight. In that world there are no tears, tears actually fall upward then it rains warm and we run around like children. Because people just hurt.

You were the one person who wasn’t supposed to leave. If someone had told me you would. Id shake myself awake, I would look up and there you’d be. With open arms saying see? I’m still here and ill always be.

You’ll never know this pain, because ill never do it to you. But perhaps if you get a glimpse of my heart then you might be a witness. I pray you never do because then your eyes might not glow they way they do so bright.

God gave pieces that make me, you were one. Now and forever that piece will be missing. But ill keep praying you will come back to me. Make me whole, one. In that moment, only then I will fully realize just what I had been missing. Then ill say oh yes, that was it, that was the thing I was missing. I’m glad I found you again.

One last thing I can ask, from the man above. Is make my heart warm. When that true person who will never leave me comes along let me be warm. Let my heart be open, let it beat. Let it not be too hard for them. Let me accept them. Let me love them. Don’t let me lose them on my account or heart’s either. Let me smile for a while. Let me put my hand on my chest and grin with madness. Greenness.

One more thing. Give me forgiveness.